Archive for the ‘Personal’ Category

The drugs did it

Monday, April 16th, 2007

Gaphor is missing quite a lot of features to be called a usable UML editor … yet. Nevertheless I tried it. If you know how not to hate a work in progress, because you know people with passion are working on it, the tool is definitely worth a try.

You know … I just had such a moment where one little dude in my head nearly starved caused by the ultra high doses of code that I injected through my eyes straight into my brain. My Amygdala got emotionally worried and understood the problem immediately, so she (eu .. or he) started instructing my hormone factories to start making drugs so that I started to want to create a class diagram (you know, in stead of coding).

Yes, I realize I’m quite crazy if that happens.

But don’t worry, we are under control. Just a little bit intoxicated. Usually that doesn’t turn the individual into a virus writing terrorist. Although last few years you didn’t have to be guilty for it to happen, just a non-Western person, you don’t have to send a CIA plane to Belgium to pick me up yet. Trust me, I’m not dangerous. And hey, Belgium, the city in Brussels, is a Western country! I’m a Western! Don’t! I mean, com’n, Belgians are adorable. We make beer and chocolate! I can’t be guilty!

I don’t know what the diagram really is about. I just starting drawing some stuff because .. well I already explained. It turned out it looks like how you could design a mail user agent on top of tinymail. Because Gaphor is missing a lot of features, it’s missing a lot information.

Also, I stopped drawing because at this size, Gaphor started becoming slow on my dual p4 with 2 GB of RAM (that’s just amazing, how on earth do you get drawing ~25 rectangles to be slow on THAT machine?! People could go to Mars with far less! — bah, unfair comparison. I know –)

The class diagram in PNG

If you want it in Gaphor’s format, I will most likely create a wiki page on tinymail’s trac once it’s finished.

Flattered

Monday, April 2nd, 2007

Andreas Proschofsky did an interview with Nat Friedman titled “Flamewars are part of the community culture“.

I titled this blog item “flattered” because, well. Read it. You’ll see. (thanks, btw)

Andreas .. hmm, is that the same reporter-dude who was in the same bungalow with me and MDK in Vilanova? *waves at Andreas*

Oh, other than being flattered .. I’m also packing for FOSTEL and a few days of Paris with Tinne after that. Last time I was in Paris I got very sick. Dear French people who are sick and in Paris: please don’t do this to me again.

In support for Kathy Sierra

Tuesday, March 27th, 2007

Although Kathy‘s message is to be passionate and although I can (try to) imagine how ill people like psychopaths can easily translate her call for being passionate into an act of making what they see as a funny picture, but what normal people see as a death threat: I don’t believe this was Kathy’s intention and hers isn’t to be blamed for this.

Rather the fact that biology needs discrepancies to detect faulty designs within our genes. Differently put, the people who did these dead threats are simply tryouts or rather errors of nature. They are an error because it’s in the interest of our society to neither encourage nor have asocials.

A lot human-like societies (like baboons) would have responded to this asocial by things like not offering the specimen access to females. So, the nature of other species shows that the best technique is to ignore these people, to try to make sure that they don’t have access to females (or males, if the guilty are females) and by forcing them out of the group, etc etc. Right? Let us let nature do its work: ignore them, deny them access to females and let their erroneous genes get extinct.

Kathy’s attempt of teaching us, software developers & co., about how to be passionate people and all that, has been in my opinion exceptionally good. I hope Kathy understands that by stopping her work on this, she would let them win the battle. I’m sure that this is just a pause for Kathy though.

In our society we need more passionate people Kathy. Through your work you created a lot such people. We need passionate people to be successful. You have been teaching us, passionates, how to be successful.

It was your book on design patterns too that made me want to do the project that I am doing right now. Your work is precious and important.

Kathy, I hope you won’t stop. But do pause if that is what you need.

Dogville, assertiveness

Monday, March 26th, 2007

Although the real meaning behind of the story of the movie Dogville was probably different, I mostly enjoyed the movie for its lesson in why it’s necessary to be assertive.

Unless you saw the movie, this transcript is obviously missing quite some context. If so, I hereby once more recommend checking out the movie Dogville.

Mafia dad: It is you that is arrogant! You do not pass judgment because you sympathize with them.

Mafia dad: A deprived childhood and a homicide really isn’t necessarily a homicide, right? The only thing you can blame is circumstances.

Mafia dad: Rapists and murderers may be the victims according to you, but I call them dogs. And if they’re lapping up their own vomit the only way to stop them is with the lash

Grace: But dogs only obey their own nature. So why shouldn’t we forgive them?

Mafia dad: Dogs can be taught many useful things but not if we forgive them every time they obey their own nature

Grace: So, I’m arrogant? I’m arrogant because I forgive people?

Mafia dad: My God, can’t you see how condescending you are when you say that?

Mafia dad: I mean you have this preconceived notion that nobody can’t possibly attain the same high ethical standards as you, so you exonerate them. I can not think of anything more arrogant than that!

Mafia dad: You, my child, my dear child you forgive others with excuses that you would never in the world permit for yourself

Grace: Why shouldn’t I be merciful? Why?

Mafia dad: No, no, no you should, you should be merciful when there is time to be merciful. But you must maintain your own standard. You owe them that. The penalty you deserve for your transgressions they deserve for their transgressions.

Grace: They are human beings

Mafia dad: No, no, no. Does every human being need to be accountable for their actions? Of course they do but you don’t even give them that chance. And that is extremely arrogant. I love you, I love you to death. But you are the most arrogant person I have ever met. And you call me arrogant!

ps. The acting performance of Nicole Kidman was also awesome of course.

The Trap, a new documentary by Adam Curtis

Sunday, March 25th, 2007

I was just watching “The Trap, what happened to our dreams of freedom”, by Adam Curtis who did previous work like “The power of nightmares” and “The century of the self”.

Although I don’t know for how long it will stay there, you can at this moment find it at for example youtube: part 1, part 2, part 3,part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7

Its an interesting documentary that talks a little bit about things like Game theory. It looks like the second episode is online too, I haven’t yet looked at that one though.

The universe spontaneously …

Thursday, March 15th, 2007

Stephen Hawking tells us the universe spontaneously popped into existence from nothing. I don’t believe this. I believe the universe is. Full stop. It’s us, beings, who are limited by time.

Clearly, things do happen in that universe. Maybe a big bang did happen? I even believe that if it isn’t limited by time, the same things will have happened and will keep happening over and over again. Maybe is time an event like any other within that model?

The thing that really bugs me is the why; but I stopped questioning myself “what started it”. I think it never started, I think it is. To have a moment of starting, you need to be limited by time. Like how human beings, animals, planets and stars are limited by time.

Religious people will probably now think: it’s God who started all this. To which I would answer something about turtles all the way down (it doesn’t answer the question, it just moves it).

Johnny Depp & the People’s Choice Awards

Wednesday, January 10th, 2007

I know that I’ve said this before. But the fact that this award comes from the people makes it all the more special. And thanks for keeping me employed, yeah? You’re the boss.

And thank you for being passionate and extremely good at what you do Johnny Depp. The world needs more people who are as passionate and as good in what they do as you.

Passionate people like you inspire other people to also want to be as good in whatever they do.

You passionate movie actors are of course one of the most visible ones in the community of passionate people. I thank you for being one of them who’s extremely good at it.

And of course as a result of also (probably not only, I know) your input, I enjoyed watching most of the movies where you played a role as an actor. But my real gratitude goes to you wanting to be good. Which is what most likely made you the talented actor you are: your own passion.

Dogville

Monday, December 25th, 2006

Today I for the first time saw the movie Dogville. It must be one of the best stories that I have ever seen in a movie or read in a book.

The comments and criticism that I have found on the web make me think of something a Belgian art guy once said on the radio during an interview. I forgot who and I forgot the exact words. I’m probably not good at repeating what he said (and my translation makes it even worse). But it came down to this: art can be art if it achieves in getting different people to have a strong pro and a strong contra opinion about it. In other words, if all people (100%) agree the thing is beautiful, it’s probably just beautiful. Same for “ugly”. However, if 50% of the people think the thing absolutely is art and the other 50% think the thing absolutely is not art, it’s art. Or maybe .. it’s not art, but it at least created discussion. Which by itself is an achievement.

Therefore it is my opinion that this movie is art. Thanks for sharing it with the world, Lars von Trier.

But then again, I’m not at all somebody who knows something about art. I’m just somebody who likes the story of the film a lot :-). I’ll quote from one of the comments that I found: “The movie gives you a lot to think about.”

The abuse of power and the assault on democracy

Monday, December 4th, 2006

I finally finished reading Noam Chomsky’s book: The abuse of power and the assault on democracy.

I would like to quote some text from his book in my blog:

One commonly hears that carping critics complain about what is wrong, but do not present solutions. There is an accurate translation for that charge: “They present solutions, but I don’t like them.” In addition to the proposals that should be familiar about dealing with the crises that reach to the level of survival, a few simple suggestions for the United States have already been mentioned:

  • accept the jurisdiction of of the International Criminal Court and the world Court;
  • sign and carry forward the Kyoto protocols;
  • let the UN take the lead in international crises;
  • relay on diplomatic and economic measures rather than military ones in confronting terror;
  • keep to the traditional interpretation of the UN Charter;
  • give up the Security Council veto and have “a decent respect for the opinion of mankind,” as the Declaration of Independence advises, even if power centers disagree;
  • cut back sharply on military spending and sharply increase social spending.

For people who believe in democracy, these are very conservative suggestions: they appear to be the opinions of the majority of the US population, in most cases the overwhelming majority. They are radical in opposition to public policy.

Telling me what I should blog?

Sunday, November 12th, 2006

I dislike the trend of people whining what we should blog because we get on pgo. It’s our personal blog, pgo is just a user of our blogs.

If you are interested in filtered opinions and stories, I suggest you watch FOX news in stead of reading our blogs or create a derivative of pgo where you’ll filter on subject.

I hope this will stop people who piss about what we should be writing. Like telling us that we can’t write about Novell vs. Microsoft, that we can’t write about politics, that we can’t write about our opinion about Fedora, that we can’t … I have news for you guys: we can write about it. As much as we want and as often as we do.

Larry Flints lawyer once said it correct: it’s the price you have to pay for freedom. We will not stop exercising our freedoms.

Your friendly freedom of speech supporter.

Re: Provoked

Tuesday, November 7th, 2006

Hey Michael, I would like to correct you in that I didn’t say people should be ashamed of their country. I wrote that they should be ashamed of their current politicians. There’s a very big difference (in my opinion).

About the NDA thingy. Yes, maybe you are right.

But Michael, it’s good that you let me know how you feel about what I write on my blog.

Music by and for coders

Wednesday, October 25th, 2006

Some cool music from one of those Nokia people (Karoliina, to be more specific) working on Maemo

Lots of “Dream” titled songs. I’ll try coding on them tomorrow. The ones that I have listened to so far are actually very good.

In stead of commercial electro and techno, I’ll use those for my next video-demo. I’m hoping to demo Modest (or another demoui) showing 55,000 message headers on a Nokia 770 and a PocketPC running GPE … soon. We’ll see. It’s not a promise, just an aim, something I should do more often, etc

I just need to get myself a device that will run GPE, like a PocketPC. Somebody near Belgium into letting me install tinymail on his device :-)? I will need ~50MB of flash disk space, GPE installed and ~15MB ram on it.